and there she goes

Sunday, January 21, 2007

its one thing to hear, its another to face it yourself.

its ok to talk behind my back. but don't you dare act nice in front of me no more. hearing what you have to say was all i need to know now to see for myself what kinda person you really are. no, u're no backstabber..ur a bitch. and a big one at that.

the stupidest thing pple say, jus prove how stupid they really are.

oh well, aint nth like that gonna bring me down tonight. had a rough day today actually. but i managed to cheer myself up. and thx to my frenfren too. hah.

i was working morning shift today. and the stupidest thing was that i didn't eat last night before i slept. and went strait to work in the morning. and yar i was alone doing cashier/usher/server. delifrance sux big time. and i screwed up cos i was freakin hungry and tired. at one point i was clearing the dishes on my tray and my hands just gave way and the cup drop and broke. at another point i drop a container of coffee beans and had to sweep it all up. was so fucked up. and the freakin coffee machine wasn't working properly. god hates me. urghh.

anw amir treated me to the dessert aft work. hah. i finished the whole glass by myself. oh btw i decided to stop working at delifrance aft today. cos yup, i still haven get my pay. and one thing for you pple to note, dun ever mention abt my pay. cos i'd probably start screaming at your face. and yar i scolded my manager today, cos i aint gonna let them get away with this. im just really lucky to have my frens providing my pocket money for the past week. names worth mentioning, joan, hayati, shikin..thx man, love you guys..cos even my parents are broke rite now. fucked up really..

oh well, i went home aft work. was about to close my eyes and sleep when yue ting called me and asked me to accompany her eat dinner. and yar so i wore back my expired contact lens and went to eat at hougang mall with her, her treat..thx my frenfren. it was already 8.30pm and guess where we decided to go? vivo city. hah. serious. but there weren't enough time so we went to plaza sing instead. saw somethings i wanted to buy and will buy when i get my pay. that whole trip cheered me up and now im feeling so much better.

oh yar. i have been waking up early for the weekends and it makes me feel that i work harder than my parents. cos even they get to sleep peacefully till late for both weekend mornings and i have to wake up so fucking early to attend talks and work and what not.

gosh i really have to stop swearing.

anw the talk on saturday at ite simei was super boring. but i love the grp discussion. esp cos my facilitator was so darn cute. hah, but he's the kental kinda cute(innocent innocent wan) his name is alfred. hah and we made so much inside jokes bout that. i nearly died when brendan stopped and nearly asked for his number. i swear man..

anw i really love the sch, ite simei. its super beautiful. i shud have gone there man.

NAHH, sp is still my choice!

cheers for now

posted at 7:49 AM